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Crude
Sunday, July 22, 2012 ( 1:47 AM )
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not feeling the best tonight, it's the same feeling again. like the feeling that your life is gonna be hard, gonna be real hard! confidence just spirals down, and you wonder you possibilities in this place. uh possibilities of your existence all too impossible. like what if I was a star? what if I was born into a rich family? what if I had stunning looks?
who invented values? the ones which tell us to be a good person is to care less about looks and surface, less about wealth and fame but more about kindness and care, more about understanding and loving. confidence drops, really drops. really need to get out of this shit. drops, drops, dwindles, faltering but never to an end. you'd know, for sure, you will never run out of confidence. no one really runs out of loving themselves. just wish I could step of self-obsession and move on to confidence instead. then be really proud of this human I see in the mirror. hey there gorgeous.
like i never learned anything about this, because this wasn't important. those who emphasized on values never really talk to their children about this. thank you mom and dad, but practicality has proved us wrong. again, yay! truth and reality always crude and always win.
you'd wonder why you have to lose to truths and dreams never win, and you never win. drops, drops. why do I have to endure this. nothing near it makes me feel I deserve this. drop, drops.
what is dropping.
but tomorrow will be fine again :)
End; Looking good and good looking.
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