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yikai, chng
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24th Sept
ncps, nchs, sp
applied drama and psychology
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Saturday, January 07, 2012 ( 12:52 AM )
Happy new year! :)
A month! Since I last blogged a post.
Because I was just thinking... who the fuck cares about this blog anyway? Haha, keeeeding, I know you are reading it :)
Someone will, somehow. I wonder, at a point like this, and of a blog like this - so emotional and nothing but the worst feelings about life - who would really take their time out to type out zhuangyikai.blogspot.com on their browser?
A month! Since I last blogged a post.
Because I was just thinking... who the fuck cares about this blog anyway? Haha, keeeeding, I know you are reading it :)
Someone will, somehow. I wonder, at a point like this, and of a blog like this - so emotional and nothing but the worst feelings about life - who would really take their time out to type out zhuangyikai.blogspot.com on their browser?
Hello reader/s, will you tell me who you are?
I scan the crowd. Who takes a second glance at someone like me?
I scan the crowd. I didn't take a second glance at anyone else, either.
People are everywhere, and they fill this space I want for myself with all the things I dislike. Do I dislike how they filled this space? Or do I dislike... people?
Am I unhappy about the life I'm leading now. Because of the people? Because of the things I do? Because of myself? What the fuck do I dislike?
Everything not good enough, everything not going your way. Everything also want to be depress about. Everything also say 'sian, again'. Everything is like everything.
How am I going to stop thinking that I think too much each time I really have been thinking a lot?
How am I going to stop thinking a lot?
How am I going to stop thinking?
Will I be able to walk out of this?
I scan the crowd. I didn't take a second glance at anyone else, either.
People are everywhere, and they fill this space I want for myself with all the things I dislike. Do I dislike how they filled this space? Or do I dislike... people?
Am I unhappy about the life I'm leading now. Because of the people? Because of the things I do? Because of myself? What the fuck do I dislike?
Everything not good enough, everything not going your way. Everything also want to be depress about. Everything also say 'sian, again'. Everything is like everything.
How am I going to stop thinking that I think too much each time I really have been thinking a lot?
How am I going to stop thinking a lot?
How am I going to stop thinking?
Will I be able to walk out of this?
End; I mean it, will you tell me who?
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