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applied drama and psychology
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Sunday, July 03, 2011 ( 12:14 AM )
I have to thank the rushing deadlines of exam or presentation or work, that pushes me to think the most seriously about things. Always, I'll put down my work and ponder about life, love and friends. Fuck it, who cares about work at this troubled point? Still, I really need to get them done - studying, writing, reading up or whatever. Okay, so give myself 15min... 130am, we'll get back to work and chuck the sixes and sevens away. You force the most out of yourself, and reflection always turn out unexpectedly settling, enlightening and uplifting. Always get the chance to sort of my thoughts before I get cracking with school.
It might even be the worst thoughts, the final, final point of realization that life doesn't always happen the way you want it. Arh, it's not going to happen that way. Ghost of a smirk, hmmph. Yet, it's still so deeply treasured - the reflections you get and made. Always, at this ungodly hour in front of my psychology textbook, that you can take things in stride. So very 潇洒; so very calmly. As if the past weeks or months of dejection has been left aside as easy as the way you leave your double cheeseburger wrapper on the restaurant table. Bin it away!
Wake up in the morning, take a deep sigh, and a new day it is! Always more refreshing and very much more settled than the past few hours and days. I don't hear my heartbeat anymore.
Always, it has never been good answers you are looking for. It is sorted answers, clear answers that you appreciate the most because that makes your choice and your decision.
Like a lightbulb. Always lit but always brings me a-ha moments that makes me ...
thankful for the eyes to think and the mind to see.
End; A little more settled than before, but still not.
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