Quaintly True

Y i K a i

Engraved

Monday, May 30, 2011 ( 10:55 PM )

What we have seen are what we have sinned. And whom we have sinned for and with are those we wished we have never met... or so it seemed. Yet those are also whom we are guilt-fully glad we have seen and seen beyond.

I know what I have and have not done must not be repeated. But I am not convinced myself, either. Because I will make the same mistake others have made, as which I am already suffering from. Other(s) has, and so have I, made myself the victim of their own wrongdoings. And I am completely letting myself repeat that shameful err. Have I not understood the chain of pain it can create? On others and also myself.

Tell me what to do. Or more importantly, tell me what not to do.

What am I about to sculpture out of myself because of pure angst, urge and impulse? The craftmanship to this sculpture is not resistance; it's not about how strong my will is to stop the carving. It's why I'm perfectly willing to continue the art of sculpturing. Not about the stop to this act, but about why I'm naturally flowing with the moulding.

Engraved with too much hate and so much love,
yikai

End; This kind of thing is really quite complicated.

Goofy

Wednesday, May 25, 2011 ( 1:02 AM )

Just act goofy lor.

End; Always helps.

Pretend

Sunday, May 15, 2011 ( 12:28 PM )

Because we are actors, we act like none had happened.
As simple as that.
Honesty is the best policy, and so is pretence .
But at different times, my dear.

End; Nevermind lor.

Than expected

Wednesday, May 04, 2011 ( 10:38 PM )

Words are out. feelings are clear. Finally.
Anticipated the truth to be harder than expected.
But it always leaves me feeling I could have been more prepared.

Harder than expected.

Harder than expected.

Harder than expected.

Than expected.

Unexpected.

End; 5 days and you will be back.

Mood Good

Monday, May 02, 2011 ( 1:44 AM )

I like how my mood has improved so much lately, probably since this week.
See, I'm acting cute to its full potential in photographs :D

Seriously, haha. It's the last, it's the last!

End; Good has mood, mood is good.