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yikai, chng
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24th Sept
ncps, nchs, sp
applied drama and psychology
3.67
Tuesday, March 22, 2011 ( 10:40 PM )
3.67
Yes, got my results!
3.67 for the boy who barely worked hard this semester. Now, before you start thinking I'm gonna rant and be all whinny-ly guilty of my lack of effort - I'm not; I don't whine please.
3.67, to be honest, is not my standard. (Yep, so what if I'm cocky?) It is the lowest I had in 2 years. What bothers me most is the risk of slipping off the roll and the chance to fall below another benchmark. I never considered that, actually; but now the truth hits you like a... tsunami.
Even more so, I never realized that it would have taken a toll on me, this seriously - this academically seriously. A month or 2 back, I've been down and withdrawn from the all the best things in life because of really personal issues. I was never able to gauge the severity of my own social withdrawal, until a lecturer came and asked the golden question 'are you all right?' And now, even more apparent is the slip in my results that shouts in my face "you were NOT all right!"
I am not entirely surprised by my own results, and in fact, quite thankful I managed something still considered 'above average'. Yet, one can't help to feel regretful for the effort that was never sacrificed during the assessment periods. Too caught up in the world of dejection. I just didn't realized this severity.
Hey, but all is done and no point dwelling over (pukes) academic subjects. Not worth. And at the very least, I did put in my best. Was not in the best state of mind to hit the mark for every assessment, but hey, I really did push the most ability out of me! Haha, thinking back, I did miss The Rocky Horror's show after I surrendered 2 days to distractions and thoughts right?
End; I'm glad I did my best.
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