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Stupid Nightmare
Sunday, November 16, 2008 ( 3:32 PM )
Humph, now that o'level is over, the worry of it has not. I've constantly been having nightmares of the result day! I mean this is so stupid, I once dreamt abt it, I got a score that I had always told myself was acceptable, but then in the dream, when I got that score, I was devastated! And this morning, when I woke up and fell alseep again, I dreamt I was in the hall at 2pm. Even when in it, I can rmb I had the previous dream, and kept telling myself that everyone does better for o'level, so will I. And so I went on convincing myself that it'd be all right. Then, when I actually got the result slip, I got one more score more than the previous nightmare!
It's like I dont even know if I'm dreaming right now or what, because if I tell myself that it'd all be fine, whatever that happen this morning might just happen again, in real life!! NO!
It's like I dont even know if I'm dreaming right now or what, because if I tell myself that it'd all be fine, whatever that happen this morning might just happen again, in real life!! NO!
This is driving me crazy.
I think all of you must think I'm so silly to even think of this. I mean o'level is over, and the only thing to worry about is whether I have enough time to play, whatever that is going to happen, are destined by what I had done the previous few weeks. I really want to put o'level pass me, and only worry about it at least during January. Hoped that I writing this down, can help vent my anxiety, so that I won't think about it so much anymore. Help me.
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